The Keystone of the Sky

Past Poppies / Zimtsterne

In the Cool of the Evening

In the Cool of the Evening

In the cool of the evening, silver-lit,
when the tide of noise has receded at last,
God walks along the coal-black beach
to listen out for the whispering waves,
to listen out for prayers and sighs,
to look for golden gems in the sand,
to look for purity in the hearts.

Christina Egan © 2016

Necklace of matt black and translucent green beads.

These lines were inspired by the pristine deep-black beaches of Lanzarote, where you can find lava and, in some rare places, tiny shards of olivine.

The strange idea that God walks on earth in the evening to observe humans stems from the story of Adam and Eve, when they are still in paradise but have lost their purity of heart (Genesis 3,8).

drachenschwanz

drachenschwanz

zehn jahre nach dem
blitzschlag
vorm bildschirm
und der wirklichgewordenen
sonnenwende
im büro mache ich schluß
mit der nichtbeziehung.

die blauen briefe
die taumelnden
niegelesenen
nieabgeschickten
fliegen endlich
in den reißwolf
denn du hast durchweg
ausdrücklich
geschwiegen.

mondenhelle augen
und kein lichtstrahl
fiel auf mich
wellenschlag der stimme
und kein wörtchen
fiel mir zu.

die aufgehäuften gedichte
geschliffen und gleißend
sind alle noch da
berstend von bildern
die sich auffächern
vom ersten goldfisch
bis zum letzten falken.

schweres gebräu
gefiltert
zum salböl
und abgefüllt in die phiolen
von zweimal zwei reimen
oder vierzehn zeilen.

den drachenschwanz
der letzten wortkette
hänge ich in die wolken
für die nachwelt.

Christina Egan ©2024

Black triangular kite with long red tail in turquoise sky.

Vigil (Du bist die Hand / Your Distant Hand)

Vigil (V)

Du bist die Hand, die mein Gebetbuch hält
in aller Frühe, wenn die laute Welt
noch schlummert wie ein müdgetobtes Kind
und wir die Stimme ihrer Träume sind.
Wir sind der Psalm, der aus der Erde steigt,
wenn Nachtwind noch die Wiesenblumen neigt,
das erste Wechsellied im Weizenfeld…
Du bist die Hand, die mein Gebetbuch hält.

Christina Egan ©1990

Huge liturgical book with very large writing and music, richly illuminated

Vigil (V)

At dawn, the noisy and unruly world,
just like a tired child, has not yet stirred.
We are the voice of all its dreams: we stand,
my hymnal lifted by your distant hand.
We are the psalm arising from the earth
while night wind is still bending blooming herbs.
We are the chant across the ripening land…
My hymnal lifted by your distant hand.

Christina Egan ©2018

These lines describe the early-morning prayer of Christian monks and nuns: standing up and bowing, chanting and responding to each other… They also imagine an invisible connection between two of them — good friends perhaps, close relatives, or former lovers — who feel that they are praying together across the distance between them.

Photograph: By ignis – Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0.

Psalm (Lachen werden die Seen)

Psalm
(Lachen werden die Seen)

Noch einmal schlagen die Glocken
und schweigen. Tief atmet endlich der See.

Im Laube schweben gleich geronnenem Licht
Tupfer von weichem Weiß und Gelb.

Duftend, betäubend bäumt sich die Erde
ungezähmt in den späten Himmel.

Auf dunkelgoldenen Schwingen
naht von den Bergen die Nacht;

selten sanft und blau wird sie sein
und sterngeschmückt wie eine Braut.

Tanzen, tanzen werden die Berge,
und lachen, lachen werden die Seen!

Christina Egan ©2011

Cascades of luscious purple flowers and tall palm-trees in the sunset.

Let the floods clap their hands / let the hills be joyful together!

Die Ströme sollen frohlocken / und die Berge seien fröhlich!

Psalm 98,8

Northern Tenerife in January! Taoro Parque, Puerto de la Cruz.
Photograph: Christina Egan ©2019.

Sudden Summer / Happiness Beyond

Sudden Summer
(Not a Word Cloud)

Is this moon new or young,
a sliver or a crescent, silver
or golden in the deep blue,
the newly deep sky, is it
striking or dazzling or
mesmerising?

Is this a late spring, belated
and all the more welcome,
bursting with life, with green,
bright green, saturated
with rain and sunshine,
saturated with colour and
heat, heat unfamiliar and
all the more welcome, or is it
sudden summer?

Is this life at last, is this joy,
is this joy of life, is it zest,
is it just new life-force or is it
happiness or elation or
bliss?

Reality, as it laps up against
the shores of your eyes and 
your ears and your nose, reality
as it washes over the leas
of your skin and seeps
beneath, cannot be captured in
words, not even in verse: reality,
so dense it feels like a dream,
is not a dream cloud nor a
word cloud.

Although this poem would make
a good one, with the message of
sudden summer sounding out
like birdcall, flooded with light
and colour, steeped in joy,
as if words were written from life
and for life, as if words were part
of life, of the wide earth and
the deep sky and the reality
beyond, of the ever-flowing
life-force.

Christina Egan ©2024

Happiness Beyond
(Word Cloud)

Your life is a green reality,
it reads in large green letters,
and newly young;
the sky is golden at last,
it states in fine golden letters,
and saturated with joy;
eyes and ears are bursting
with wide bright light,
it adds in silvery white;
and at the edge there is
happiness beyond colour
on deep-blue ground.

These are welcome words,
sudden and possibly deep,
a mesmerising message
from slivers of verse in your ears,
from the new dream poem,
from the word cloud
of Sudden summer:
Your life is a green reality
saturated with joy
under the newly young moon.

Christina Egan ©2024

Inspired by the word cloud of the poem Sudden summer and written on the same day.

Kreuzung / Vollmondtraum

***


One poem has a person with dark hair and a person with fair hair falling in love at first sight. In German, the words for ‘junction’ and ‘to cross’ come from the same root: ‘Kreuzung’ and ‘kreuzen’.

The other poem describes a beautiful beloved man (or, by changing one word, a woman) with greying hair. The stars write the lover’s delight onto the sky, and the beloved one’s soul shines like a star.

Showers (Haiku)

Showers

*

Snow

A thousand snow-flakes,
sent from the moon to the lake
like little kisses.

*

Rain

The rain is dancing
on the skylight through the night.
We are wrapped in sleep.

*

*

Christina Egan ©2002

Raindrops on window, with pink flowers showing in the lens of each drop.
Raindrops on window, with flowers showing in each drop.
Photograph by Kumiko Shimizu on Unsplash.


Hinweisschilder

Hinweisschilder

I.

Dies Gedicht hat keine Bilder,
denn die Welt ist ein Gedicht!
Überall sind Hinweisschilder,
überall Scheinwerferlicht!

Doch wir tappen durch die Tage,
rumpeln, rempeln, fallen hin.
Sehn wir je, dann ohne Farbe,
ohne Muster, ohne Sinn.

II.

Manches wird herbeigeschafft,
anderes herbeigeschaffen.
Manches wird herangerafft,
anderes herangelassen.

Manches wird herbeigeredet,
anderes herbeigeschrieben,
manches auch herbeigebetet
oder gar herbeigeschwiegen.

Christina Egan ©2024

You may wonder why I label philosophical musings “Religion” or why my poems on “Religion” do not refer more to a certain creed. Yet for me personally, there is no philosophy without religion. God is present everywhere, whether we feel it or not, and our life is a search for God, whether we know it or not.

As regards Christianity, my poetry is very much inspired by the Scriptures, the hymns, the liturgy, the imagery. I probably owe more to Martin Luther than to any other writer. All German speakers do. It also seems to me that in this secular society, I would most put people off by mentioning that I am a Catholic.