The Forest on Fire
The forest on fire, filling the screen,
catches your eye, the living torches
of the towering pines, the sore soles
of the koalas, the bent skeletons
of the verandas. You notice at last
the whale on your doorstep,
led astray, stranded, gasping, or
the regal white bird, its wide wings
spread out on your beach, already
choked on your civilisation. Where
is the lark? Half your precious planet
is about to be razed. Face it.
When you rush out now to fight
the fire, the flood, and the festering waste,
do you not know it is too late
for you, yourself? The biting fumes
are invisibly running in the rivers
of your blood, the glittering garbage
is secretly heaped in the caves
of your bones, the drugs and counter-drugs
skip around in your brain. Doomed
you confess to be? You are due,
overdue. Half your precious life
has already been cancelled. It’s gone.
Christina Egan ©2021
English Poems
Farbe ist Leben / [Colour, Life, Silence]
Farbe ist Leben
Farbe ist Leben,
Stille ist Frieden:
So hab’ ich’s, scheint’s,
erlebt und erschrieben.
Leben ist Farbe,
Stille Musik…
Bunt und bescheiden
blüht mein Geschick.
Wort ist Begegnung,
Sprache Musik…
Zwischen den Zeilen
schimmert das Glück.
Christina Egan ©2024
Inspired by the word cloud Colour, Life, Silence of the 25 English poems I have written over the past months (generated and designed thanks to the Simple Word Cloud Generator).
The word cloud created from this poem, in turn, brought up the corresponding German words, with a number of other words expressing the central term “poem”.
“Erschrieben” is a word I made up for bringing about something by writing, while the regular word “erleben” means experiencing and is passive… or perhaps not!
Photograph of rose quartz: by Ra’ike (Own work)
(GFDL or CC BY-SA 3.0), via Wikimedia Commons.
Brief Encounter (I)
Brief Encounter (I)
Tiny
and arched
was the bridge,
of gleaming green
wood, between leaves
of palm-trees, lush, polished,
larger than a new-born child.
Through the muddy water
underneath, something
slid by, slid through:
a blood-red
carp. I was
startled,
I was struck.
A fish like a flame.
Christina Egan ©2024
Photograph: Christina Egan ©2013
Grün und gülden / Green and Golden
Grün und gülden
Auf der weiten Erdenscheibe
kauert meine kleine Bleibe
still in pfauenblauer Nacht;
und aus ungeheurer Ferne
steigen unzählbare Sterne
wie von Zauberhand entfacht.
Auf den unsichtbaren Gleisen
durch den Weltraum aber kreisen
zwei Gestirne um mein Dach:
Glück muß mir das güldne schreiben,
doch das grüne bringt mir Leiden,–
zwei verflochten tausendfach.
Christina Egan ©2017
Green and Golden
On the vast orb of the earth
clings my cottage to the turf,
hushed in night of peacock-blue;
from unfathomably far
still emerges star on star,
magically lit anew.
See, on secret tracks in space
two celestial bodies trace
orbits round my own abode:
golden star and green must bring
happiness and suffering –
interwoven thousandfold.
Christina Egan ©2023
For more musings on destiny, see the previous post, Zugefallen. There are sparkling stars in Zugefallen and flickering candles in the poem Zugewogen. Destiny is written in the stars, or rather, in the Heavens.
Nebra sky disk (Himmelsscheibe von Nebra), ca. 4000 years old. Photograph: JoKaliauer via Wikimedia Commons. Copyright: CC BY-SA 3.0.
Callisto, moon of Jupiter. Photograph taken by NASA’s Galileo spacecraft in 2001. NASA/JPL/DLR(German Aerospace Center), Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons.
A New Poem is Being Born
A New Poem is Being Born
There is an empty space on greyish paper:
to fill with fire from a rocky scar
and with fresh ashes on a ghostly glacier,
to fix a brilliant moon and matching star.
Christina Egan ©2024
Ein neues Gedicht wird geboren
Die graue Leere des Papiers erfüllt
das Feuer, das aus Felsennarbe quilt,
der Aschenfall auf geisterhaftem Firn,
der Mond mit funkelndem Begleitgestirn.
Christina Egan ©2024
The Komodo Dragons
The Komodo Dragons
The roots of the forest are trembling,
the branches are frosted with fear.
The jeeps and the tanks are assembling.
The komodo dragons are near.
Their skin’s like the ice on the river,
they graze and they raze all that breathes.
The roofs of the cottages shiver.
The earth has gone silent. She grieves.
The earth has lost too many children
before the full moon could return.
The komodo dragons are grinning.
The roofs of the cottages burn.
The stable aflame and the steeple –
the ice on the river now thaws.
This is not the war of the people.
This is the triumph of the jaws.
Christina Egan ©2022
This poem was published (as The Comodo Dragons) in the Haringey Community Press (circulation 15,000) in May 2022.
Komodo dragons got their name because they appear to be mythical creatures, but are real animals, huge lizards which can devour their prey almost without trace.
Two years ago today, the Ukraine was brutally attacked by the military machinery of another country.
When we fear with and grieve with the Ukraine, there are always echos of the Second World War, the First World War, and other wars. My verse is influenced by the famous sonnet Andreas Gryphius wrote in the midst of the Thirty Years’ War, Thrähnen des Vaterlandes / Anno 1636 (Tears of the Fatherland).
Tepid Tides
Tepid Tides
Amongst the jungle on the isle’s edge
the tepid tides have carved a golden heart
of salt
and rock –
Just so, your voice’s limpid surf has etched
into my soul a secret golden mark
so – drop –
by drop –
Christina Egan ©2023
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A poem for
Valentine’s Day!
It sounds like a very long relationship…
Inspired by a postcard of a heart-shaped island.
dream laundry
dream laundry
fast cars smart cars
fast food slow food
fast luck long luck
you can buy anything
the smiling people
the gliding people
the glossy people
on the posters prove it
you can buy their sofa
you can buy their surfboard
you can buy their smartphone
and relax indefinitely
you can buy their dreams
you can buy their memories
and your own memories
like tinned meat
boots on the beach
music on the pillow
pills for your babies
subscribe to well-being
everything is for sale
everything is on sale
every offer must end
but there is no end of offers
look here click here
see more do more
book now pay later
life is a cake
grab a coffee
grab a seat
snatch a date
download a dream
Christina Egan ©2019
This poem is also published in a local paper today, in print and online: Haringey Community Press, February 2024 (circulation 15,000).
The title is taken from Ingeborg Bachmann’s poem Reklame (1956), where she coins the word “Traumwäscherei” (dream laundry, laundry of dreams or through dreams?). The omnipresent publicity and cheerful music soothe your worries and questions – until they stop and leave you in “Totenstille” (deadly silence, or silence of the dead?).
The idea of downloading memories and dreams comes from science-fiction such as Ridley Scott’s movie Blade Runner (1982), M. T. Anderson’s novel Feed (2002), and Kazuo Ishiguro’s novel Klara and the Sun (2021). All three are superb and thoroughly disquieting.
The line “boots on the beach” comes from a particularly stupid – and sexist – video advertising hard drink by showing a young woman in a very scanty dress and very heavy boots. It played on a loop on several screens in a railway station so that there was no escape from it.
The line “music on the pillow” is inspired by Ray Bradbury’s novel Fahrenheit 451 (1953), where he predicts ceaseless entertainment broadcast onto our walls, even inviting participation, and into our ears, continuing into our sleep. The result is isolation and despair.
A Speck in the Dark
A Speck in the Dark
Grey buildings, grey branches,
black streets in the rain…
Dark coats and pale faces,
white sky yet again.
Drained off is the rainbow:
there’s shade and there’s rust.
Smudged world in the window,
and noon feels like dusk.
There: sunrise is flashing,
an orange-red spark,
with sky-blue unfolding –
a speck in the dark!
The bluebird’s alighting
on quivering twigs;
the buds were awaiting
a signal like this!
The bluebird is glowing,
alive and alert,
and colours are brewing
in heaven and earth.
Christina Egan ©2018
A January poem from a northern part of Europe… The bluebird does not live here, but it got into the poem because its feathers are of a luminous orange and blue like the sun and the sky!
Still Here (Still striding)
Still Here
Still here:
still striding into the drizzle
across the buzzing roads
and straight across the green
with my hair getting frizzy
and my eyes getting dazzled
by the purple orbs
on the tale pale thistles
Still off-screen:
mounting the white cliff
of the sky-scraper
with my own eyes
still off-air
echoing the whistle
of the lime-green parrot
with my own voice
still off-map
facing the buffets
of the wilful winds
with my own face
Still no gloss
on top of the gloss
still no sheen
on top of the cream
upon the click of a button
the command of a machine
Still here:
still pounding
the moistened pavement
with my own feet
still brushing
the sparkling bush
with my own hands
still whispering
some half-rhymed lines
with my own lips
Christina Egan ©2023
For my birthday, I am posting some recent verse, which came to me during an enjoyable walk on a dull summer’s day.
I still live largely without social media, and I have still never had a smartphone, nor a motorised vehicle.
I still try to live an authentic life: walking for miles and travelling overland, reading plenty of print and writing letters by hand, growing my herbs and cooking from scratch…
